Why wouldn't time stand still.

Hello there.
I've got three presentations next week. How tough can life be?
And exams would be the week after I guess ? This is so annoying .
What bothers me is that I'm only entitled for a week break after exams and tadaaaaa attachment will start.
It will be a 2 month attachment to a company and I hope I'll get one that wouldn't increase my transport costs, preferably somewhere nearer. Hees.
I'm very very very particular about the distance. Ever since I went to a bank for internship, I have phobia of travelling long distance which simply means I've to wake up super early.
Sleep deprived ain't gonna give me better productivity.

After attachment, tadannnggg, year 3 starts. SEEEEEEEE WHAT I MEANNNN =(
NO BREAKS YOU KNOWWWWW. My next long break would be around august. So longggg.
It's like near my birthday, what's the point...seriously...
Ok no more complaining.
How's your day ? Better than mine , surely.

Merry Christmas!

The joy of giving, sharing of the year is here again.
And everyone is able to celebrate this Christmas. It's not the end of the world!
This spirit was supposed to be happy and one of my project mates spoils it. Walao.
I'm back from Malaysia, and i tell you the trip to Legoland was beyond awesome.

I've had one of the best roller coaster rides I've ever experience. Two in fact.
Time was limited so we had to head back and the weather wasn't in favor that day. Quite a pity but at least I've tried the two awesome rides there.

The next day we went over to hello kitty town. I would say it really is for kids. And I mean kids, really young kids. There was plentiful of stage performance of Thomas and friends, hello kitty, Barney etc. you wouldn't want to be there unless you're a kid or trying to relive moments of childhood. And I belong to the lather.

I would suggest you to go Legoland for a whole day of fun and excitement if you visit Malaysia.

Why oh why?

Hello, yet again another busy year. Why would poly life be full of projects? Full of super tight deadlines that I don't even have time to take a breathe.
Two years in poly really is challenging that one wouldn't be able to imagine. Or maybe its just me ? maybe its just the course I'm in?

I've high expectations on myself and, well, I could say I'm a perfectionist.
Now, having been through so much, I've to say, I've gotta change this mindset of mine.
Always high expectations lead to higher disappointment.
Its really hard to deal with the disappointment again and again when I thought I had done my best.
Oh wells, nobody in the world is perfect.
You could be a super smart A student, but probably there's something that nobody knows.

Term break is coming and my calendar is already packed with project meetings and work.
I've hardly have time for anybody, including boyf. He's been busy working really hard too.
And it really pains me to see the tough side of him.
Till then.

Back to normal. Or maybe abnormal.

Hello! It's been ages since I actually tap on blogger to blog through my phone.
Now on the way to school, really exhausted cause I've got work yesterday. Been feeling good, everything going on smoothly, family, friendships, relationship, HAHA.
So I did well for TEP but didn't get into director list lah, quite disappointed. Truth is, VERY DISAPPOINTED. And the PEM(form teacher if that's what u know) came to give out 4 certificates for director list and I had that teeny weeny pinch of feeling hoping that one of it was mine.
Whatever lah, can't be bothered already. Not meant to be mine anyway.

Back to school was already quite stressful. First day, tutors were already emphasizing so much for test and exam. Seriously i can go bang wall.
Well, I've been at this stage, neither here nor there, I can't give up at any point, live with it then. Whuttttttt??!!!

Please let everyone have a good day. Be it O levels, attachment( FACLIN for you), studies, wish you all well!

Till then, yet again.

Well hello this open diary of mine!
Recently, an elderly in my block just passed away, she's 93 years old.
Old enough, live long enough than anybody else. I've seen her several times, she's pretty friendly. She always walked past the corridor on my level, and surprisingly steals some pandan leaves from my house "garden". LOLS.

She's always seen sitting at the void deck chatting with her friends, lately, she fell ill and .... So I find it really sad, although she's not anyone I know in particular. It is never a happy ending in life.

Only way to die without worries is to live to the fullest. Travel around the world, earn lots of money, go clubbing, go bungee jumping( I would love to try that before I die). Start thinking or you might never had the chance.

Life is short.

I miss those days.

Hell yeah, I miss this big guy at the zoo! So cute. 

Where the hell was i looking? HAHA

I miss my hair at this length. Just the right length. 

Many things are missed, once its missed, it will never be the same again. 

No matter how you tried to adjust, to change, it will be different from the first time it looks. 

Some pictures i came across on facebook. Its just i don't understand why would a person with a boyf can be rather open or should i say daring? 

Well yes, perhaps the boyf don't mind so why should i let it bother me anyway ?

I should say its just doesn't seems right in my mind. 

But then again, its against my principles so i will also not do that. 

Had a little family catch up yesterday and dinner at home was awesome. 

MOM 'S FOOD THE BEST! (:

Got leave today since the office had enough people and my boss texted me to remind me not to go, how nice. LOL. 

and the routine starts again tomorrow. 

When you have others, you forgot others. 

I really am, EXHAUSTED.

Another post while heading to work. You know that it's so tiring to work till 10pm on some days, or should I say,most days, then when I'm back to causeway point, all the shops are closed, food except Mac are all closed too. When I'm hungry, I only thought of Mac and nothing else. This is so bad..
At J8, it's the same, cause its both shopping malls. Oh FML.
Needless to say, when I reached home, I literally went coma in bed already., the routine repeats.

So well, be contented if you're enjoying your holidays and not working so hardcore like me.
I had no choice, that minimal pocket money I get ain't enough to cover for a few days, not saying 1 week.
And spending money just flows out not in. "Spend less lah!" Easier said than done, I tried dude! Sometimes, you just can't resist.

Sis bought tickets for Legoland and hello kitty land, so I'm heading there in november, with boyf also. OMGGG FRIGGIN EXCITEDDDDD. Elder sis and family going too. Well, 3 sisters outing. without parents. FIRST TIME EVER !
By the time, school started already, take it as a short break, I guess. At least for now I'm working hard for the travel expenses. Heeeeheee.