Morning woke up , heard a phone call from my mum's handphone , thought it was one of her customers again , so i ignored .
then , dad opened the door & told me & sis that grandma passed away .
it was really heartening . my heart totally just sank down .
sis was still in her lala~ land , she asked me what happened & i told her grandma passed away .
she too , became shocked .
still , i went to school for flag day as all the arrangements have not been done .
Went all the way to Toa Payoh , the furthest , of course .
managed to "beg" for money though .
hmm , my tin was heavy , hees (:
after that , went to attend the funeral with sis .
at night , we did chanting which was totally tiring .
for the good of grandma's sake as well as good for us , we continued to chant for hours .
went home after that .
mum told me to go school on mon & tues as it is really important to study .
& wednesday , i will be off to the cremation which is even more important .
& yes , grandma ,
No doubt i wasn't& able to see you for the last time , you'll remain dearly in my heart forever & always .
i regretted not cherishing you when you're still alive & always had the thought that you'll live till a ripe old age .
but , never did i expect that you'll be gone so soon .
i know you will still remember calling me a "chicken" (in hokkien)
cause you barely knows how to pronounce my name & just knowing my zodiac .
i love you , grandma .
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