Oh.

Received results already , & i'm not saying it here . Cause i don't find it glorifying to reveal my results .
Many said good , but perhaps i just had higher expectations , that was why i wasn't feeling at all pleased with my results though . Many cried when they received theirs , some were jumping all over the place .
Thinking about it , it is a chaotic scene eh !
I know i could have done better , but what's done cannot be undone . i'll just have to be satisfied with it . Mom said to me before i took my results , "when you are doing the paper , you'll know how you fare " yeah she's right , i know it but i probably dare not face the fact that i'll be doing badly .
I was so scared when i was waiting for my turn . My mind was running into thousand different directions , wonder what i would be like when i first saw it .
It was shocking when i received it , i didn't expect certain subjects to be what it should be . I had mixed feelings of being happy & disappointed as well . Simply , i had made tremendous improvements and fared better than when i last received my report book . And disappointed was the opposite , I keep having good feeling that 'll do well but no , it turns out differently .
Anyway , its over .But sometimes I can't still get over it , when i'm sitting alone , and i will start to hallucinate like nobody business .
Now , its the courses that I'm fretting over . I'm afraid i can't get in as the intake is quite limited .
Oh god , grant me a good place & I will feel better than ever ,