Sympathetic.

WARNING : This is a lenghthy post. 

       Heh Heh ! I was so stressed that I went to catch a movie with boyf even though my ICA was the next day . Oh ... call me a smart mortal !

Anyways , its M18 hor! Some parts are a little revealing(I shan't say too much, in case some underage girls read upon my blog). And most of it is actually violence + gross !

Overall, it's nice though (: 

So , recently , had some problems , specifically family problems. 

I know it's kinda awkward to be mentioning family problems in the blog. 

Like you don't wanna people to know about your family matters , and who cares anyway ???

I'm just venting out some frustrations , SOME.

Here it goes , my parents actually decided to rent the shop (family business) to other people. 

And AND , rent the house to other people as well . 

So , can you imagine where I'm sleeping right now?

Yes yes , on the streets . YOUR HEAD lah !

They actually wanted to "squeeze" to my grandma house to stay. 

Since its a 5-room flat , so its rather big and spacious you see ?

But , you know what ? The house is not empty. 

Now my female cousins are sleeping in one room , my male cousin in the balcony and my grandma in another room , lastly my aunty husband in another room . 

There's 3 room in a 5 room flat and a balcony by the way. 

As you can see , it's already occupied.

EXCEPT for the kitchen and probably the living room. 

And my parents really don't mind sleeping in the living room. 

LIKE SERIOUSLY????  : / 

So , the reason to rent out both the shop and the house is to ease financial burden . 

I shan't mention too much in detailed. 

And I'm so hesitant in moving is because of , of course my boyf !

And also I don't want my whole lifestyle to change entirely. 

Everything will change . And I find it hard to adapt although previously I've lived there before. 

It's just too much for me to re-adjust back to how it is in the past. 

My parents asked me for suggestions but they don't listen to it and always had a reason to "fight" back.

What's the point of asking me then ?

And they also asked if I'm fine with the decision , whether it's okay ... 

Nah , OF COURSE NOT OKAY ! 

But what else can I say ? 

So you see how much I've encountered within a month I guess ? 

It's really hard to face these problems alone .

Luckily with the help of my listening ear , my dearest boyf .

And faclin , wishing me good luck for my ICA when she saw me. I think the good luck was helpful . Really . 

It's great to have friends around you that care for you. 

And that's enough (: