Decision or decisive.

I'm pretty sure I'm not going for the CCA again. Not because they indirectly cause me to be sick.
I actually have an interview on monday at UOB. Yes its the bank.
Its for my next stop of TEP which is call centre. Just calling all night long to customers.
They will only recruit 7 or 8 people. The rest will stay in our school call centre.

Part of me tells me to go cause it'll reflect well on your experience and its easier to get an "A" and they'll give you $10 as transport allowances everyday. So good right?
But another part of me tells me not to go cause I'll have to travel to toa payoh everyday and await a shuttle bus that'll bring us to the place for 9 weeks. And its a 9 - 5.30 working hours. And everyday wear formal.
How tiring is that. I would go crazy choosing which clothes to wear.

I have decided to just try my best. Be it whether it will succeed or not, at least I've tried.
If its meant to be yours, its yours. If its not meant to be, no matter how much you try, you'll not get it.
And for CCA, how am i going to go when I'm working? Tired after work all day, you think I'll still go and make myself more miserable? DEFINITELY NOT.
So I'll just make do with studying hard and get into Director's list from year 2 onwards.
In the meantime , study hard , work hard , play hard people !