Let's call it makeover.

Well oh well, you must have realised I've removed my tagboard.
Saw some or many unknown people, so might as well remove it.

Don't worry fac ! I've saved your link ! Hahahs !

Just had some thoughts on my mind about relationships.
Have been with boyf for the past 4 years plus and still going on, of course !
Definitely many ups & downs, quarrels & fights, nonsensical breakdown each time.
I do believe that women & men are from different planets.
When we fight, I seriously think he's alien, doesn't seem to understand me. Duck & chicken language.
Somehow, something keeps me going. I call it love, perhaps ?

I have always been asking him the same question over & over again, till I supposed he got really tired of it. And that because I was afraid, so afraid of losing him someday & not knowing what drastic change my life would turn into without him supporting me, showering me with the maximum concern he can give.
now, you must be wondering what that "holy" question might be. It's not, you think I'm pretty not ?
Will you marry me? Will you like other girls? Yes, these questions I admit I do ask, but not often.
This particular one, keeps me asking all the time, mostly on my mind as well.

"I've waited almost 2 years for you to complete NS, will you leave me for other girls?"

And he's answer would be, no of course, I'm not that kind of person. I will prove to you when the time comes. Well, this answer always assured me, else what can I do?
Several reasons made me asked this question, I wouldn't have to say. But you'll know it within yourself.

You must be thinking, it's not like he's away for 2 years and you never get to meet him at all.
Yes, I agree, totally agree with you. Then, here comes the story of why girls leave their boyf when they enter NS. Perhaps, the boyf didn't care, he was too busy, or the gf cheated ? No comments on that.

But I believed in my own r/s that whatever happens, he was a phone call away.
He gave me moral support during my exams stress, texted me to assure me that I'm always the best.
Wow, I'm like selling my own boyf, telling people how good he is.
Hey, NO. Don't you dare!                                

Moral of the story : Don't commit in a r/s when your intention was to break up at the end. It'll end up ugly.

I'm perfectly fine, just some thoughts (: